*Sigh*

Man, it seems to me that my one and only true love is and always will be hip hop. Nothing seems to go my way when it comes to an actual relationship status. The girls I do like never wanna take me out of that friendship status and the girls that like me either don't act like they do meaning I dunno who they are or they look like Shaq. What's making things worst is you can tell it's starting to affect me just how some of my song's have been coming out lately. Really somber, lifeless and just drained...Perhaps someday I'll find that certain girl as of now, I'll patronize myself more and say music will never let me down when in all actuality MY music just isn't letting me down. With character's like Gucci, Plies, and Souljaboy releasing shit I don't like it's failed me...No disrespect to those men neither. They're making money off of the thing they do which is highly respectful I just personally don't like that type of music. They make tracks for a certain audience where they know it won't be a fav. to everyone who listens to it. So no beef/diss over here. I have an opinion and my opinion is that I don't like their shit but mad props fer making something they can live off of. Ya know? But that's completely off of the subject, maybe I should just move away to another state or something to try to find love elsewhere...*Sigh* w/e...